Lindsay Hubbard is getting candid about her cruel summer.
Nearly one year after the Summer House star's former fiancé Carl Radke called off their wedding—just three months before the nuptials were set to take place—she shared how much she took a hit financially by canceling the wedding.
"I lost $25 to $30,000 in wedding deposits before the cancelation," Lindsay revealed on the Not Skinny But Not Fat podcast's June 4 episode. "Now he had to pay a lot of cancelation fees, especially since he waited so long."
As for whether Carl will ultimately pay her back some of the money she lost when he called things off, she admitted they had "lawyer discussions" but didn't share insight into what their arrangements were.
And as for where she stands with Carl now? According to Lindsay the last time they spoke was at the Summer House reunion, despite both attending a friend's wedding in Portugal recently.
While Carl, 39, and Lindsay, 37, first shared the news of their canceled wedding last year, fans watched their three year relationship reach a breaking point on season eight of Summer House, which concluded in May. And it was during the season finale that Carl appeared to blindside Lindsay by breaking up with her following their return to the city.
"We continue to trigger each other and I don't want to live like that," Carl confessed on the May 30 episode. "We are supposed to be married in two and a half months and I'm not ready to do that. I don't feel comfortable. I'm hurt, I'm really unhappy and I don't think our communication is going to improve."
And while Lindsay had expressed wanting to try to work through their current issues, she wasn't willing to fight a losing battle.
"You want me to fight right now for this relationship?" she angrily replied. "I'm not gonna beg you to be with me. There's no more point to this conversation, you've made the decision clear."
But despite the devastating heartbreak Lindsay, isn't stopping her search for her happily ever after.
"I am currently dating and I will never give up on love," she recently told E! News. "I've always been a hopeless romantic."
She added, "I do believe in love and just because this wasn't the right one for me doesn't mean that that doesn't exist."
For a look at Lindsay and Carl's relationship before the breakup, keep reading.
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September 2021: More Than Friends?
Before going public, Carl and Lindsay attended costars Kyle Cooke and Amanda Batula's September 2021 wedding as each others' dates.
2022: Officially Dating
After being friends and costars for years, Carl Radke and Lindsay Hubbard confirmed they were officially a couple at the start of 2022.
August 2022: Engaged
Carl got down on one knee and proposed to Lindsay in August 2022 in Southampton while filming season seven of Summer House.
September 2022: Italian Getaway
The Bravolebrities enjoyed a romantic vacation in Italy. "One of the most beautiful places I've ever visited! And breathtaking (literally)," he shared on Instagram. "Finally getting through our travel photos with so many highlights but hiking through Cinque Terre was incredible. Bellisimo! "
December 2022: Happy Holidays
Carl and Lindsay rang in Christmas 2022 surrounded by familymembers.
February 2023: Wedding Planning
Carl and Lindsay opened up about planning their Mexico wedding in February 2023.
"It's taken this long for us to come together," she exclusively shared with E! News. "I don't think there is anybody in our lives that would let us get away with a small wedding, including Bravo."
Lindsay also confirmed plans to film the nuptials for season eight of the show. "If we were just getting married with all of our guests and friends that would be one thing," she continued, "but when you're considering the idea of filming it, there's another level of criteria that you have to get checked off."
April 2023: Montauk Mayhe\m
The duo lets loose with their Summer House costars in Montauk in April 2023.
May 2023: Date Night
Carl and Lindsay attend a friends wedding in Florida.
June 2023: Festivals & Friends
The duo attend the Palm Tree Music Festival in New York with fellow Summer House couple Kory Keefer and Sam Feher.
Summer 2023: Summer Lovin'
Carl and Lindsay are all smiles while celebrating summer.
June 2023: Bravo Besties
In honor of Andy Cohen's birthday, Carl shared a tribute to the Bravo bigwig.
August 2023: Bridal Bash
The lovebirds celebrated Lindsay's bridal shower in NYC surrounded by their costars, including Danielle Olivera, Amanda Batula, Ciara Miller, Gabby Prescod and Samantha Feher.
August 2023: Splitsville
Less than three months before they were supposed to say "I do," news of Carl and Lindsay's breakup came to light in August 2023.
September 2023: Lindsay Speaks Out
Exactly two weeks after the split news came to light, Lindsay broke her silence and revealed she's "heartbroken" and humiliated" with how Carl ended things.
"My trust has been betrayed, and coming to terms with that has been difficult for me," she wrote on Instagram Sept. 14. "This was not my decision, and I do not agree with quitting a relationship (at this level) without trying everything possible first. I have spent the last couple of weeks finding my own closure and peace. I am forever grateful to my best friends who have not left my side, and have been picking up the pieces of my heart and life every day from the fallout."