Eva Erickson is recounting one of the scarier moments of her life.
The Survivor season 48 alum shared how she narrowly escaped the shooting at Brown University on Dec. 13 that tragically left two people dead and nine others wounded.
As Eva explained in a video posted to Instagram Dec. 13, she happened to leave her graduate office around 4 p.m., minutes before she said the shooting started in the building. By then, she was already gone and instead sheltered in the school’s indoor track and basketball area.
The 25-year-old recalled, “I was leaving the building within five minutes of the shooter coming in."
In a follow-up video, Eva—who is currently a PhD candidate in engineering and fluid and thermal science at the Ivy League university—shared that she was only allowed to return to her off-campus residence at around 1:30 in the morning.
“On campus today has just been so eerie,” she added. “Everybody is leaving. Everyone is trying to get the hell away from Brown to get home to their families where they can feel safe.”
And it was especially emotional for her as she drove past Barus & Holley, the building where the shooting took place.
“The door that I had exited mere minutes before the shooter would have entered was covered up. Boarded off, crime scene tape all around the building. Still a lot of police presence,” Eva said. “And seeing this is what really hit me for the first time, because for all of last night—for all this, I was like, ‘I’m safe.’”
Eva—who is also captain of the school’s hockey club team—added that she’d heard from all of her friends and lab mates during the initial lockdown and they were “all good.” But following the shooting, the reality star felt all the "what ifs” coming into her mind.
“All I can think is that it could have been one of my friends,” she continued, “that could have been one of my teammates.”
“You think that this is never going to happen to you,” Eva shared. “It's never going to happen on your campus. It was never going to happen on Brown, right? But it did and it could have happened to anyone. And that's what's so scary.”
Eva ended her video by saying she was hoping for a change, adding, “This can't keep happening at schools across America.”
“I don't know if I don't have the tools,” she said, “but somebody does, and somebody can make a change here.”