Janelle Brown Revealed Her First Years of Marriage With Kody Brown Were Hard
Though Janelle still feels the family had something special, that spark wasn't apparent early on.
"There were things that happened, especially that first year or two that I kind of wish he would have stood up for me as much as he maybe, by default, sort of took the other position," Janelle explained, not-so-subtly referring to her and Meri's rocky relationship. "So, add that to the fact that there was a lot of jealousy and insecurity and stuff that we were working through and it just was not good."
Pregnant with her eldest Logan Brown less than a year into marriage while Kody worked as a traveling salesman, "His time at home was limited," Janelle reflected. As such, she "learned to just keep the peace and I lost a lot of my identity."

